Meditations on the Anahata Chakra
Meditations on the Anahata Chakra
9
here
of all places
at the heart
a doubt creeps in
what does it mean to be muttering Sanskrit
tonight in the dark in Buffalo
twists and turns of the body
the body knows
as right feels
the truth of what opens there
but the mind
did I?
when was is there
awe?
some rare winter nights
when the body knows
it stands on the edge
of everywhere and nowhere
at once
feels it and gravity
forgets itself
or sometimes
when a child in a self-contained classroom
speaks in poetry—
I am trying to hold something real
heavy and it is my heart—
or when watching—accidentally—
almost anything more closely than is wise:
a bowl of batter
a scratch on the table
a cat
maybe I should erase this whole idea
turn back
start over
take nothing for granted
I keep blowing
into this tube
to make
whatever it is inside
rise
but between breaths
it falls back
again
I am trying to hold something real
light
here
and it is
my heart
Sherry Robbins, from Pilgrimage